10.28.2007

I’m currently a bit sick, and I’m pretty sure its to blame on the constant flurry of my life these past few weeks. I remember being really busy last October, but didn’t remember ENOUGH to be prepared for what was coming. It's the kind of busy-ness that one can’t really explain, and there isn’t much to show for it, but change was made, and I feel somehow refreshed because of it all.

Japan is extra beautiful right now. Aside from my fear yesterday during the freak typhoon, the leaves are still clinging for life and are a gorgeous cross blend of oranges, greens, yellows, and reds. The late bloomers like the Maple’s and the Ginkgo’s are fighters, while still, others are almost completely stripped bare. This morning, the air was so clear that Mount Fuji startled me as I looked off my balcony. I could have sworn he was crawling closer for me to see him in more detail. I simply love the magic in fall. I feel like a kid again at the smallest most wondrous things.

I have been thinking a lot about Light and darkness lately. It started a few weeks ago during one of the bible studies I have with the four ladies. They weren’t understanding the euphemism relating to sin, and in turn, following what the Light of the World really meant… so we tackled it head on, and its been reverberating in my head ever since. Actually, just this morning I taught in church about this subject; fitting that Halloween is just around the corner? I like that the Lord is Light. That he created it and formed us by it. That in it we are changed and refined, and also, are known and loved. I love that we cannot hide from it, nor can we dwell in darkness and claim light. Wait, now that is where it gets tricky, right? But still, I find it extremely exciting. There is still much to learn, but I am encouraged by God’s word and by the very light that is left flickering through the leaves that are left high overhead.

Time is flying by so fast here. I know it is because I am 2 parts busy, and 1 part distracted, but it’s exciting. I have been craving family time, which I will get this year for Christmas. If only I can wait a little while longer… And I have been really blessed to have friends come and visit me—experiencing all of this right along with me. It’s such a gift to truly share ourselves with others… both in the flesh, and in spirit. It helps us down the road, and allows us to see a little more clearly because our vision isn’t COMPLETELY tunneled.

So, basically, I am thankful for support and encouragement along the way, and for a love that is bold enough that isn’t afraid to shine bright before men. God is good, I am learning, and learning love deeper still. And I pray that journey never ends. These are the things that bind me together, even when I am convinced I will fall apart.

Please pray for the heart of Japan. Wherever it is, it needs to understand truth and a beauty that separates darkness from Light.

Sure this update is a little watered down, but its honest. I could share more, but I don't seem to have the words...

Happy Halloween

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